We talked and saw each other for a few months after the initial breakup, then she left to date some guy in March of 2013. Not even two months later, we were talking again, almost every single day, her starting conversation, for another few months until November of 2013.
I haven't heard from her since her birthday in April when I messaged her "Happy Birthday" and she said thanks. Otherwise I typically get no response, even to a simple "Happy 4th of July". Since it's on Facebook, there's not even a seen receipt, so I assume she deletes my messages.
For some reason, even though I've slept with other girls and such since, I still wake up and go to sleep thinking about her. I feel nothing for these other girls, but most things still remind me of my ex.
She's not dating anyone, not from what her Facebook, Instagram, etc.. Shows, and I would know because I still have a lot of mutual friends. She posts sappy quotes on Pinterest all the time, such as "be careful who you make memories with, those things can last a lifetime," "I don't remember what it's like to not feel broken," "never trust your tongue when your heart is bitter," (maybe weird timing, but that was not even an hour after I messaged her for 4th of July) and "there's a part of me that will never be over you."
Our relationship was three years, and was amazing. We always planned to move together and get married from day one. I had to move because of school and the army. I still, to this day, love her and think about her all the time. I just can't seem to be happy, and all the feelings rush back all the time. I don't know if she misses me or not. I just don't know what to make of everything sometimes.