Once we got together it was touch and go not because we got mad at each other but because we were scared. she was scared to loose me as a friend, and she had commitment issues because of an ex. I was afraid of loosing her as a friend too but i also knew i also knew i would take it hard when she broke up with me.
It went on like this for about a year and a half, we would hang out get close and then break apart. Towards the end she grew a little cold on me and the last break up she was really cruel.
After a year im still thinking of her, im still only attracted to her and i find myself in a spot were i can't move on. When i do go on a date ill end up thinking of my ex the whole time and ill think of her a lot more than i already do for the next few days after.
I really dont think ill ever be with her again, but im not making any progress getting over her. she's still that first thought in the morning and im getting tired of not seeing any end to it or any progress with getting over her. I'de like to call her or something but i know she doesn't want to hear from me. I dont have a chance of running into her since I've moved away.
Guess my question is what do i do now, do i keep trying to date others even though it feels like im making it worse when i do.
Should i Just let more time pass.
Should i ask some friends we share about how she's doing, should i see if she might want to talk again.
Any help, thanks