Just warning you but this is really long lol... But hey if you do read all of this and have any advice to offer... I'm alllll earssss, or eyes..
Also, if I do get enough courage to contact him, what should I even say?
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I'm Going To Give You My Unlicensed Professional Opinion, Its Clearly Eating You Up & iThink You Should Reach Out To Him & Tell Him How You Feel, Communication Is Key, Long Term Relationships Are Tough & Im Not Telling You To Try & Get Back With Him Just Express Your Feelings & Get Them Off Your Chest, Stay Strong & Stay Positive...0