Um hi was saying these girl and... Help!?
What Girls Said 1
That is a fine wall of text you have constructed there, sir.
What Guys Said 1
My initial response to your post: Move on, sir. She has repeatedly and trivially left you, which indicates compatibility issues. If she sincerely was in love with you as she claimed, she would have swiftly shut down any guy attempting to disrupt the continuity between you two.
Nonetheless, judging you, I am not. You asked a question, and my answer is, from this moment forward, cease all begging and crying to her. Cease arguing your case to be with her, and for Pete's sake, do not visit her. For you are unknowingly giving her the impression that you are needy and clinging, and without a backbone. And most women, as history indicates, do not respect guys. Therefor, she will continue to devalue you and look down on you if it continues.
Having said that, there needs to be shake up, a change in her opinion of you, in a radical way. This requires you to back off much for the moment. Focus on yourself, improve, if need be. Then, the next time you communicate with her, project independence and confidence. Basically, give the appearance that your life is well with or without her. Otherwise, I suggest that you do not bother with trying to win her back.
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