I don't miss people..
I don't believe in love..
Well, what passes as love..
I've been thinking about you..
More then I really care to admit..
More then I should..
I'm stuck on you..
I pushed you away..
But even now, I can't let go..
Yeah, you'd roll your eyes at me..
But.. it fits..
I remember how you made me feel..
How no one has made me feel since..
Or if I'm being honest..
I try to move on..
To get over you..
Give up on, us...
I drink to forget you..
But I always seem to find you..
In the bottom of the bottle..
With that look you always had..
I fuck around to forget you..
but it's always your touch I remember..
Your scent that I crave..
Your voice that I ache for..
I try and loose myself in music..
To distract me..
but so many artists..
Bring me back to you..
What do I have to do?
How do I get you back?
How can I let you go?
Where do I get the exorcism?
I'm tired of feeling like this..
I'm tired of feeling so alone..
I'm tired of missing you..
I'm tired of needing you..
I know I fucked us up..
I know that.
I own that.
Just tell me what do I have to do?
Most Helpful Guy
In the current moment my thoughts:
The life is short and the time moves fast,
But on certain occasions why the reverse happens,
I liked someone and I don't know why,
All the time I think about her.
Days have gone by, now maybe years,
And I have not seen her,
But still there is no day when I miss her smile,
The world has moved and I think I also have moved on,
but why on certain occasions I still become sad and cry.
I believed that there is no way and I will never get over this,
I never let myself free, thinking that was the best for me,
She is someone who the world has chosen for me,
And after giving me the best moments of my life taken it back,
I urge to go back to that time but no I can't.
I believe my future will be
I love her and I won't forget her but I want to allow myself to open up again,
The life is beautiful and one day I will find someone,
I will give myself the chance again to again feel love,
And get over my past.
This time the love would be even better and my feelings more divine,
And what I think was never possible will be reality,
And that is not far and that makes me happy again.
Most Helpful Girl
it sounds like love. you try to stop thinking about the person, but it's like trying to sever yourself from your own shadow. it's futile.