seriously i have NO idea how to do this. I've thought it over for a full hour and i can't sort it out...
plus my schedule is always changes so i can't even say this is where ill be at why time.
i really want to have ash in depth talk about a logy opt stuff but i dint want to do i lats minute bc i dont want to forget things and have to drag it out to another time.
we live close by but might as well not bc i dont know how to arrange seeing him. I'm not around when he jus and vice versa..
maybe I should just write it in a letter? then if he wants to follow up he can figure it out. i dint want to feel like I'm being a nuisance. but i want to have the space to be very clear.
i rejected him inadvertently a while back due to -life... id like to make amends and let him know i still like him but more importantly it wasn't his fault. OR just that it wasn't his fault.
not sure... I'm actually a bit nervous to say i still like him -though i DO A ton! - bc I don't know if I'm ready for anything. what if he stroll likes me and thinks i mean i want him back... is saying i still like him saying i want to try again or is it just saying it. i just want toy say it without expectations from him.. is that possible?
is it insulting.