She said "I love you" is special and we shouldn't just say it, so it stays special. She tells my friend "I love you" more then me, and she only says it when I'm angry as an attempt to make me feel like it's fine. She broke my heart the last time and I gave her a chance and she has just blown it. She passes me off to hang out with her guy friend, and she runs screaming to him and my best friend.
Recently she wouldn't sit on any rides with me at the fair, and even when we were going to she passed me off and sat with her guy friend. I feel like a second boyfriend whenever he is around, and he hates it too. He doesn't like her, but she still goes crazy for him and abandons me. (Like last time)
I told her how I feel and she just turned it around on me. She wouldn't listen to my points and said it was me that is bad for the relationship. After all I've given for it, and after all I've done for her. Her grades, self esteem, and attitude rose when we got together. She was my first kiss, and after all we've been through and done, she just abandons me again.
I'm beyond sad, I'm pissed.
All it has been is emotional neglect, and broken promises
How can I get over this?