I left his place before he got up cause I was embarrassed. I sent him text the next day to say sorry and he said - we need a break and then we'll see. I said is it a permanent break and he said "no". I sent another 3 texts but he didn't respond until the last one (which I sent a day later) - which he said "thanks, I'll see you soon".
I won't send any more - and I haven't. I miss him so much :(
I know it's all over now - and I am hurting so much :( Why wouldn't he just end it though - why leave me hanging :( Is this some form of punishment that a guy would do?