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best thing you can do is to learn as much from it as possible about boys and yourself. try to improve yourself, since it´s not the last timt shit like this is going to happen to you.
don´t think too bad from him. he is still learning too and probably doesn´t know which effect his actions have on you. try not to think about him anymore and keep in mind, that even if it´s a bad one, it still is an valuable experience. some people don´t find anybody untill they´re much older than you.