Losing a best friend?
No more contact?
The gaping hole in ur heart?
For me I think it's knowing that someone who made me smile everyday for the last 8 months is never going to make me smile again :(
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I tried to break up with him so much. He NEVER let me. He begged me to stay with him ALWAYS. He told me the thought of not spending the rest of his life with me killed him. He kept saying the worst thing would be if he lost me forever, that I was the woman of his dreams. That no one compared to me, and that he only loved me, that he was in love with me. He made me feel special, but it was all lies.
He took me for granted and was distant so much. I kept telling him how unhappy I was, he kept promising to make it up and love me more. He did temporarily, but then he'd go back to his distant ways. I suspected he was cheating, I even had many dreams of it. He looked me in the eyes and told me he wasn't a liar nor a cheater. And he looked at me with those same eyes, and told me he loved me.
I found out that he actually had a whole other girlfriend. And she was pregnant. He was lying through his teeth to both of us. When I spoke to him about her, he said that she was crazy and making things up. When she asked him about me, he told her I was crazy and making things up. But we both had spoken to each other, and we had all the text messages. He then confessed that he just couldn't choose from either of us, that he was in love with us both. Turns out, he had other women on the side.
He is still begging us both to take him back. He says he cannot imagine his life without either of us. I am done with liars and cheaters. If she takes him back, I feel sorry for her. But I prefer not to see him or I might end up in jail.
I've seen enough of humans to know I'm better off as a crazy cat lady. . .0
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