Losing a best friend?
No more contact?
The gaping hole in ur heart?
For me I think it's knowing that someone who made me smile everyday for the last 8 months is never going to make me smile again :(
Most Helpful Guy
Knowing that although she will now be safe and okay i may never be able to find that peace i left her life with. It was not a break up in the traditional since of the word simply a parting of two people destined for very different lives. I knew that it wouldn't last to begin with, but if at least to make her world better for that time and fill the hate in her heart with a love she could not find before was better than never having helped or known her at all. I can be happy knowing she will live well.0
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Most Helpful Girl
Losing someone who felt even closer than a best friend, knowing that as much as I'm surrounded by things that remind me of them and always in the back of the mind the thought crosses that I know they'd love it, I can't tell them about it anymore, amongst other things.
Mostly a sense of disbelief that an individual who seemed so genuinely interested and with whom I bared so much can one day all of a sudden be over it and end things. I've only been on the receiving end of the break up once, and it just made me question how vulnerable I should allow myself to become in the future, as afterwards for a few months I really felt like just a shell of my former self.0