I have been married for 3 years and been with my husband since I was 15 (now 30).
He is a pretty big pot head and it causes a lot of problems in our relationship. He goes mental when he doesn't have it and it quite often scares me.. he always says he'll stop but I think that's just something he tells me when I'm not talking to him so I'll get over it. I never nag but I often tell him I just want to run away and not have to deal with this. Im highly sexual and it affects me so bad. He gets stoned and falls asleep every night and I end up having to satisfy myself all the time. I work with a lot of males and I'm attracted to one in particular and we've started chatting on Facebook and I know this is evil but I hid most evidence of me being married before I accepted his friend request. I don't think I'd cheat but I'm craving the attention! Im a good looking girl with a really laid back attitude and I feel my husband doesn't appreciate at all what he has.. should I stay or just be over and out?