Sure he would take me on dates and say that I'm hot once in a while, but most of the time he didn't seem interested.
I liked the guy, and I would try to hang out with him as often as I could and try to be cute and romantic around him, but he would either kind of nudge me away, or keep paying attention to something else.
Soon after that he would keep to himself and not text me. It got to the point that I was really miserable, and I felt lonelier in a relationship with him than by myself.
I stopped talking to him for 6 days and he didn't text me once. Not to check up on me. Not to just talk. Nothing. I didn't know if we were over or not until I saw him the other day and he walked right past me. I only just realized that I have to talk to him to officially break things off with him and I'm crying.
I feel like I'm going to hurt more from this break up than he is, and I guess that should encourage me to not feel anything about it, but it's making me feel worse.
I feel sad about the eventual break up, dread for the upcoming meetup, and guilty for leaving him.
I honestly dont know how I should feel right now.