Most Helpful Girl
Wow. Im really sorry to hear that it got that bad. :(
I would say avoid romantic relationships for a while and focus on building yourself up and working out your goals. Introspection is the key here. And know that you're not alone. a lot of people have been screwed over by their significant other and lived to tell the tale. And became wiser and stronger for it!
Learn from your mistakes. Acknowledge your past but move forward. Make new goals.
A fresh start means adventure! It means freedom. There's so many things to do and see. Make it matter.
No matter how much it hurts now know that this is not the end. As long you're alive what you do matters. What you do now matters. Don't give up. Not on yourself and not on others. There are people out there that are truly decent.
I'm rooting for you! :)