Two days ago the love of my life left me and it was really terrible. Anyways, now when I see a happy couple, all I think about is "I remember when that was me and Shawn." Or "I wish that was me and Shawn". And I think the whole break up ordeal was my fault, i pissed him off and he told me to leave him alone from now on and he was gone, just like that and I apologized and tried to get him to stay but he wouldn't hear it. I keep beating myself up and I really miss him so much and seeing happy couples only makes me miss him more and more depressed. I just want him back. Why can't I be happy for my friends and family members with boyfriends or girlfriends? I'm 18 in 6 days and sooooo in love with my ex.
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As you know, I know the feeling. I hate seeing people all lovey and cutesy and in love and even though some people actually are annoying about it, I find everyone like that annoying whether they really are or not. I miss my guy a ton and when I see my friends with boyfriends or they ask me about my guy I just roll my eyes and try not to make any smart comments.
It is so hard to think abound them being happy when I was a hundred times happier with my guy and it kills me to know that the person they're with isn't worth their time. I said that to one of my friends not too long ago and she freaked out and accused me of being jealous when I was just warning her that she'd get hurt. A week later, she was hurt. Bad. And we haven't talked since.1