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I don't seek that type of guy. I do not want to be an easy chick, a side chick, friend with benefits, naive. If I do I would only hurting myself because it takes a lot for me to trust someone and I hold that dearly. Since I am loyal as they come I don't seek just ANY guy to get close to. We become preys o guess because we seek some affect and well we can become blind and trust the guy but they can only be so honest. They could lie and be sweet talking and we won't know until we find signs. I catch them little by little and will expose the guy. I do nor want to be a fun time, toy, pet or fun story or memory. I do feel ashamed and dirty after because it never meant anything which makes me feel like not being worth anything. Which can set me back into a dark place in my mind.