Most Helpful Guy
Sucky situation, but being willing to say you're not okay with it? That's good. You, at least, can stop pretending ><
One thing I know has helped some friends is therapy. I don't know how palatable an option that is for you, or how feasible given your family dynamics, but a counselor ("therapist" or whatever) will have suggestions that can help deal with stuff. If you wanted to bring this up, it might be easier if you phrase things as "wanting someone to talk to who has experience and can give ideas on how to work through difficulties" instead of "you guys suck and I'm fucked up and need therapy."
Good luck :(
Most Helpful Girl
My parents aren't divorced but I understand you, you remind me of me when I was 14, my parents were on the verge of divorce and I was scared to death when I heard them talking about it, especially when I knew that my dad had no where to go he can't afford a second home. I really think you should talk to someone with whom you usually feel comfortable with, you teacher a close neighbor, a cousin or even a psychologist if you have to, but remember this only a phase ! You won't stay like this forever so just be patient and calm and everything will work out just fine eventually, just go through this with the help of someone don't take the path alone.