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He doesn't hate you. He's not over you. He has simply run out of ways to cope with your craziness.
"mostly bec i had trust issues and got paranoid over stupid stuff. But hed always appologize and fix things even though i was the one who always exaggerated and went mad."
Show him you are committed to dealing with your trust issues by seeking counseling. . . at least read a self-help book (you need to do this whether or not you get him back). . . and hope for the best.