Most Helpful Guy
You'll be fine eventually. Just have to Replace them with better Images. And soon they will go away. But it will take time
For future reference stay way from gangsters. Ur ex sounds like a thug
Most Helpful Girl
I'm sorry about your exp, abuse of any kind gets to you. Regardless of how emotionally strong you are you will have that crack in your soul. I am only saying this because the first step to recovering is accepting that you are vulnerable and hurt.
Secondly dont, and i repeat DONT hold it all in because it will eat you up on the inside until you lose control of who you are (I'm just warning you not trying to scare you). Talk with someone you trust, even your mom, let it all out and be with people who genuinely care about you.
I dont know you, i have never even met you. But i can tell you that you didn't deserve any of the abuse. No one should be treated like that. You deserve to be treated right and to be loved, everyone does.
If doesn't kill you it only makes you stronger.
Good Luck xx