My ex broke up with me two months ago and I've been handling it ok. I'm just very lost. I still see him at school and we are ignoring each other right now. I just find myself not knowing what to do with my time even though I've picked up new hobbies. It's like I miss him but I don't. I want to see him, but I don't. He broke up with me impulsively and he's come back 3 times but I turned down the idea of getting back together. He's been really mean towards me and and calling me names because he's hurt. I just wish he would talk to me so we could fix it and I've forgiven him for breaking up with me and for being mean. I'm giving him the space he needs but I still feel unsettled. I have too much time on my hands and I don't have many friends who are free to spend time with me all the time. I'm not sad or depressed but I feel empty sometimes. Just thinking about spring break or summer and how much time I will have by myself is scaring me because I know I might just spend that time in bed starring mindlessly at the wall.
It feels foreign to me to ignore someone I used to be so close to.
I don't know what to do, what I feel, why I am reacting this way.
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So basically you want your companion back? You miss him but you don't = I miss the company but not him.
Surely you have other friends to hang out with on SB and over the Summer?
How long were you together and why did he break up with you and then come back 3 times?0
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