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Before you love a woman you must first love yourself. When you say commit suicide it means that you do not love yourself.
You possibly beileve too many wrong concepts about love. Love is not what you see in the Movies, it is hard work and if you knew the truth about what love is, you would be pissed off.
God is love. So if you think you loved this woman without God you have been fooled by Lucifer who paints Lust up with all it's bows and whistles to look like the real thing.
The same Lucifer who gave you that girl you love and had her drop you like a rock is the same Lucifer planting seeds of suicide as an option.
You only have 2 voices in your head, right and wrong. You are putting fuel to the wrong thought.