I don't understand what's going on with me. I don't usually fall that easily. Hell, I think I haven't been in love in at least 3 years. I enjoy being single. I am perfectly happy without a guy. At least I thought so until I met him...
Rationally, I am well aware that I hardly know him, so I can't possibly be in love with him. It's ridiculous. But there is something about the way he made me feel, it just makes me long for more. Suddenly, not having a relationship isn't ok for me anymore.
I gotta admit I have commitment-issues. So my dating history was basically this: either the guy was honestly interested in me, then I would get scared and run off. Or the guy was just after sex, and I would (with very few exceptions) turn him down. There were a few guys I was actually interested in, but those were always the ones I knew I couldn't have (usually they were taken). So I kept my heart safe by only liking guys I knew I would never end up in a relationship with.
Then I met him, and everything changed. I don't know how he did it. He was totally into me at the beginning, but unlike before, I didn't run. I liked that he was the perfect gentleman, somewhat shy, respected my boundaries, treated me like I was the only girl in the world and just made me feel very special. He looked at me with so much love in his eyes, wanted to cuddle all the time, and geez I just loved his tender kisses that usually ended with an eskimo kiss and more looking deeply into my eyes. When we were out with his friends, he treated me like his gf, yet he kept saying that it would be too early to get serious (agreed, probably the reason why I didn't run for the hills).
I hadn't felt that comfortable and happy around a guy since my 5-year relationship, and that was 7 years ago... Then suddenly, he didn't wanna see me anymore. No idea why. It's so annoying that I just can't get over it. It was only 3 weeks and 7 dates. I feel so silly, but I miss him every day, and I just wanna feel that way again.
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That's very strange, there are some details left out that ought to be included because just leaving without any closure is why you're still confused. Closure is important and I understand what it's like to be left hanging without it.
You're having a hard time because you're a human being with feelings. There's nothing wrong with you and only the passage of time will help you get over this.0