I Feel like he played me, it's hard for me to let it go of the things he said, it plays over and over in my head , like" how could he"... I gotten angry at him before never once tried to break his spirit.. Well not until recently, I gotten sick of him thinking he's saving me, doing me a favor.. I mean why didn't he just let me be, if he didn't see things the way I did... You don't pretend you do cause you thought I was cool. WTF.. I wish he would of never!!!
we argued back and forth.
But there's a lot of what he's said, it's always the same thing... For instance " he only liked me for my personality", like WTF is that. Im no dog.. Like a fucking dog for its personality.. I have feelings I'm fucking human.. he would say I'm not all that attractive, THEN WHY FUCKING BOTHER, GO BE WITH YOUR TYPE.. WTF IS THAT. .. there's way more attractive woman he can be with, he only seen us as friends, THEN WHY GO THROUGH ALL THIS TROUBLE.. ALL YOUVE EVER DONE BY GOING THROUGH THIS TROUBLE IS MADE ME FEEL WORSE. helk say I don't fit into his lifestyle", OH REALLY, GOD GIFT TO WOMEN.. SMH.. . I think, one time he said he really wanted my friend... SO Go!!
He's called me chubby, ugly.. etc... he said knew I liked him a lot more than he liked me and he felt bad that he hurt my feelings, originally because I was a cool person. So I think he believes that he secretly sneaking around with me should make me