Most Helpful Girl
I know exactly what it feels like to be haunted by the past but honestly, the past is the past. Its the past because it happened three years ago, it's been put behind you and its over. If you constantly dwell and think about the past then you'll be miserable forever and if you constantly think of the future you'll be worrying all the time and you'll be anxious. Just let it go and realise that you're happily in the present, you're in a better place now with a boyfriend that treats you perfectly. You don't need to think about that asshole anymore. He's in the past for a reason and remember that in life, we all go through these traumatic experiences sometimes just so we can learn new lessons to make sure we don't meet any more assholes. Be happy because you're beautiful and i'm sure your boyfriend thinks so too.