anyway he knows i still want to be with him, but he's got a new gf now and i wish he would just leave me alone because its totally horrible having in my life, but not ACTUALLY having him anymore. At the same time I haven't been able to just tell him to stop calling me b/c if there's a chance we could get back together i would, and dont want to pass up the opportunity.
I just can't figure out why he still makes up dumb reasons to see me tho. Its not like he tries to sleep with me when i see him, and the few times we sort of got close to crossing the line, he got all distant from me for a week or so after and would act like i was the one pursuing him by reminding me he had a gf now, when its him that makes up excuse to see me. at times itlI even be for like literally only 15-20 min we're together. I dont ask him to hang out at all tho. WHAT IN THE HELL IS HE AFTER, OR TRYING TO DO OR GET OUT OF THIS?