When i'm clingy I like to non stop text her even if she doesn't reply, I noticed I've been doing that a lot. I look for attention by doing things like unfriending her on social media and sending a request, childish things like that. When she is bothered she doesn't talk at all and there's nothing I can do to comfort her but my instinct is to solve the problem right now and there, that's how she is. I knew she was bothered by it but I still continued and made a snooty comment and she unfriended me from all social media, not blocked. I have no self control.
I talked to her in person after waiting for her to after work without her knowing and we talked a little and she mentioned that I don't act the same like in the beginning of the relationship and its too comfortable. She also was questioning the word "I love you" and is it really love. I learned from past relationships to control my anger and not retaliate about situations when I don't want to hear it. We left and she told me to drive safe and I said to text me when you get home (what I use to tell each other on the first couple of dates.) She did end up texting me and but stopped.
I've giving her space with no contact for 6 days until I texted her "how were you doing, how did you do on your school project" with no response since last night. I just wanted to "say" and actually "prove" that I've changed and don't have be checking on her every minute. Even though she deleted me from all social media there are photos of us still up even though I know she deleted some. This is giving me the hope that giving her space and respecting by not blowing up her phone (like I started to do before it got like this) change things to give me another chance.