Last year I liked this guy. We were seeing each other for 2 months. He ended it and I thought it was because of my depression. He told me I was irritable. I tried to discuss it with him but he ignored me. I took being ignored as validation that I was worthless. I would have panic attacks and lash out. I didn't think I was insulting him; I just thought I was worthless. Him and my friend of 10 years ignored me for months while bonding. They told me 3 months later they were going to date and I was a mess. Am I really horrible? He thinks I was angry at him but I was depressed and angry at myself. I would like to discuss this with them because I see them everywhere and am reminded of my depression. I just want to move on.
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Jesus. Horrible selfish people
The only closure you need is removing people like that from your life
I understand how hard it is seeing them, it reminds you of a hard time in your life- I've been there too.
Depression and panic attacks are two things I have recovered from myself.
Please realise that you have don't nothing wrong and you have no reason to have any hard feelings towards yourself.
It's hard to be happy when you're surrounded by assholes so I hope that they don't play a part in your life, especially that friend.
When you see them, try to think positively. You survived a negative time in your life and have left them behind. Don't think of how hard those times were, but think of what you learnt and how much better you are doing now1
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