Most Helpful Girl
I do because I thought he was the one, I was so certain of him, then he abruptly left after misleading me for so long and it was a painful break up. Pretty much everything he'd told me over the past two years were a lie and it's made me distrust everyone. I don't believe what people say or the personality they betray any more. It's definitely left an emotional scar and I guess I want him to think about what he did to me and what he threw away, but I know he doesn't. It sucks but I'm getting through it.1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE
Most Helpful Guy
My first 2 exes I don't miss at all. I think about them occasionally, but that's usually because things that happen during the day remind me of them. Not necessarily good things.
My recent ex is another story. I'm used to me loathing ex partners and them hating me in return, but I just don't have any negative emotions towards her at all - maybe sadness I suppose, but no anger or envy.
It's a pretty recent break up, so my emotions are still all over the place. But she's definitely special to me and remains so.
I'm sure she thinks I see her as a bitch or whatever, but I wish she knew how I did.
I miss her because she was strong, intelligent, fun to spend time with and speak to and there was great banter between us.
The future between us is quite unclear.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE