im so painful, i dont know even why i am writing here, she just left months ago without reasons and im so bored from everything i don't want even to look to any new girls faces and i don't know how to forget her.. i really feel im stuck and tired.. i wish i can sleep and never wake up.. i just can't believe why she never know how much i loved her.. she just make me silent with deep anger and sadness inside i can't even email her anymore because simply i was believing her so much thats why i can't believe she is the one who broke me to many pieces i wish she say what did i do wrong i really didn't do anything i asked my self did i lied did i cheated on her did i do any of those ugly things but i really found nothing so why this happen to me?
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It is very difficult to find closure when you have no catalyst for the termination of the relationship and when you have no one to obtain answers from. The best you can do is just try and accept it and realise she wasn't the person you thought she was, and if she wasn't then it is no surprise that you don't know why she left.
I know it's hard but many people before you have gone through this and many will again, you probably will again - heartbreak is all part of life, we accept the loss because we know there is always the possibility of another love, a greater love. It seems dark right now but it will get better. Try and distract yourself or do some serious introspection to figure out why things didn't work and how you can come out a stronger person for it.1