So the love of my life of whom i thought everything was fine has not only rejected my hand in marriage but has been cheating for the past 2 months of my life since finding out i had cancer and she didn't see a future with me since then despite me helping her through depression and losing a friend and jsut everything, i don't know what to do so if anyone has any tips please offer them... please be kind :(
Most Helpful Girl
I am so sorry for your pain and your illness here, dear. Please, be strong and let your heart begin its own beguine of healing.
You need to start focusing on you so you can go on and beat your cancer and when you think of what she did to you, you can tell yourself she is not worth your time of day.
I know this may not help much but the bitterness has to overcome your sadness so you can move on now.
Let time heal all your war wounds... I will say a prayer and wish you all the best, my friend.
Good luck, sweet blessings. xx0
Most Helpful Guy
Well, to play devils advocate, though it is certainly no excuse for her, she was probably scared that you were going to die, and subsequently hurt her, therefore, her shit-filled brain decided that the aforementioned route she took was the best choice.
I, quite frankly, believe her to be a vacuous bitch, and if she were to have any morsel of integrity, she would have either said "yes," or at least would've had the intestinal fortitude to be blatantly honest with you when the news broke.
Drink a beer, hell smoke a joint, if that's your style, and focus on fighting your illness, because your energy is better spent on fighting these damned mutant cells than worrying about some gutless cunt who fucked you over.0