Now its worse, I messaged him 2 days after to see how he was and he said good and made small talk but then didn't respond again.3 weeks later he acidently called me , and I 2 days later said sorry to miss your call. and said it was accidental and i said sorry and lol and asked how he was. No response but I saw him on tinder looking to fool around with girls from his culture.
I really opened up to him, and was kind and talked ot him about his pet dying although he hooked up with me twice and was a jerk about it because i felt sad. and he can't even respond to my text. I was so hopeful because i started to care about him a lot that maybe he can get past those things, I wanted to in the future have it be possible for us to talk but I cried all night and couldnt sleep once I saw his post to mess around with other girls. I feel like if someone is ignoring me so much and they dont care that i should pretend he doesn't exist and disapear so he can't see me ever. But I like him still. I would want to talk to him and tell him how I feel. Its tough.
I now erased the app that he can contact me on and see where I'm at and stuff, and I am thinking of bloc