Now, two months later he stopped talking to me again because he says that I am too negative and I'm not trying hard enough to get on my feet in life. He doesn't understand that I need understanding. I gratuated this past June and haven't been able to get at least one interview, I have applied everywhere I can. I don't know why he leaves me when things go dark in my life. The reason he says I'm too negative is because yes I admit I can get a little fuzzy but it's because it seems that everywhere I go, a door shuts in my face. He even admitted that when we hang out and start having fun I'm happy, but when we're on the phone and start talking about my problems I get negative. One thing that I remember when he kept convincing me to get back together was when I told him I didn't want to get back because I was tired of him always breaking my heart, and he swore he wouldn't anymore if I gave him another chance. I still have him on facebook and the other day he was even complimenting another girl all flirty with her.
So now tell me: Is this my fault? Should I apologize for being too negative? Should I move on? I've lost practically everyone, I only have one friend but sometimes she's too busy with her own life.