"You're beautiful and so innocent and pure, I've hurt you so many times and I hate myself for the way I treat you and I can't trust myself to not hurt you again and I don't want to hurt you anymore I want to end the relationship and just be friends" He was upset very much so which made me upset. We cuddled last night and had a final kiss and he said to me "please don't let this be the last time we see each other. I want to see you again come down for my birthday.." And stuff like this. another argument was that he takes to drugs and alcohol to feel better and while at parties does not want the accident of him cheating on me which could happen because he gets so drunk he can't do anything really but remembers all of it the next day. He said he would date me again if he "got over himself" and gave himself another chance.
I just need some help. I'm not coping very well here. I'm so confused.