Im confused. Anyone got any advice?
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It appears, @randomhobo, that with a few Raised Red flags and 'Mixed feelings' of Dealings and demons you are now Feeling, that these signs are telling you that it might be best to take a break from her and do some serious soul searching.
You have a 'Girlfriend' who you love on one end but lately, something inside is pulling at your heart strings to venture out and see what it is like on the other side of the pasture. Nothing wrong with this.
However, First taking a break and doing some thinking, might make it easier to see if you are Missing the kissing and the history you both shared before jumping from the fat into the fire.
If you do decide to break it off, tell her you are Not into a Real Relationship at this point in your life and you would just like to be your own straw boss to go out in the call of the wild to be this free bird but she will always be your friend till the end.
However, if you don't find it is Any greener, please, don't come back with your tail between your legs, for This could happen again, and you would only be still ending up To... Hurt her over and over.
Good luck. xx