Found out that my ex wasn't being faithful to me and was heartbroken. I mean I was so upset about it, I literally didn't know how I'd go on. He actually left me to be with this woman. So him and this woman are together and seem happy. Out of anger and pure resentment, I hooked up with an acquaintance of mine and we had sex. He didn't seem to be looking for anything else other than sex and pretended to be a shoulder to cry on. I feel like complete scum for doing that. Yes, the sex was good, but I literally felt like a peice of meat and a whore. I've never done this before in my 22 years of life. Ever since than, I want to tell him that I'm not looking for friends with benefits and just not ever talk to him again.
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You need to stop being so hard on yourself. It was just sex. You enjoyed it at the time and you did nothing wrong. You're not a whore or a piece of meat, and you're certainly not scum. You're a human being with needs and you scratched an itch.
If you don't wanna do it again, just be honest with him if he tries to hook up with you again - just tell him "look, that was a rebound bone and I'm just not feelin' it." But, if the sex was good and you intend to stay single a while, why not keep bonin' the dude? You already did, so that notch has already been added to your metaphorical bedpost - might as well make the most of it lol1