I'm 25 years old and I'm still heartbroken about my break up that happened 6 months ago. She probably left me for another guy and is now having sex with him as I type this. Meanwhile I wake up every morning crying like a worthless piece of crap. I spent 4 years with that girl, and it was all luck. I never deserved her, she could of done better the entire time. I can't date because women don't want me, so I just stay home and surf the web after work. She's probably starting to realize, "Wow I couldcof been dating some amazing guys but instead I stuck with that loser for 4 years? Lol".
Lately I've been thinking about offing myself. I just can't do this anymore, i'm sorry. Worst of all I can't date anyone because no woman would want a loser like me. They say the Kingdom of God lies within us but it doesn't lie within me. I'm not worthy of any happiness, I'm not worthy of love. I keep listening to sad music, it reminds me how vulnerable I really am. I even heard some songs my ex use to dedicate to me, weird huh?
I hate myself, more than anyone on this earth. I wish I was never me, I'm not blessed with gifts. I'm just a worthless beta.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore...
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aww, im sorry that you feel that way. im sure you're awesome.0