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Not sure this is going to help or going to add more pain to your cause, but here goes: I don't think your relationship with him could have been that good in the first place. Otherwise you would have been honest with each other and he would have told you BEFORE breakup how he felt about it and that it wasn't going in the direction he had hoped or whatever. I think communication and understanding each others feelings are about the most important things in a relationship and yours clearly lacked that. So just move on and hope to find someone better.