And the next day I woke up in his friends house and then eventually left without talking to him and he tried to reach out to me and i talked to him but his effort seemed so insincere i felt like a total fool, i was so confused i had no idea how i had ended up there. I've never been in this situation in my life, i've never been the girl that just gets f****d and left behind like it's nothing. It makes me hate myself
I obviously know he never cared for me, I'm too old to be feeling this way i'm 24, and the last thing i need is to feel that i've been played
What do I do exactly? I'm sitting here at work, I can't focus, I'm supposed to take my LSAT in less than 3 weeks, but instead I'm driving myself crazy over this because the hardest part of it is that I still like him and care for him. But I know it's never going anywhere, I'm too smart. I just want to know what to do.