My ex and I were together for almost 4 years, he dumped me 7 months ago. He just said that he doesn't want a relationship anymore, out of the blue. I've been his girlfriend while his life was messy and hard, while he didn't have anybody else, I was there for him. As soon as he started his new job and his life got better, he dumped me. He didn't need me anymore, now he has money, friends, fuck buddies, parties and busy days. He didn't have any of it while we were together. I was basically used and tossed away like a toy because he didn't need me anymore. Of course he tried staying friends, playing the nice guy role, but I rejected it. We haven't talked in months (because I ignored him) but I hear from mutual friends how he is happy now and how his life is much better now. He is dead for me. Literally that person is someone I don't know anymore and I despice him. I am over him in a romantic way (I don't ever want to see him again) but I still think about him often and it makes me very angry. I keep feeling this hate towards him and I just can't erase it. I don't wish him well. I wish he gets so screwed up, that everyone leaves him drowning in depression, that no girl wants to give him a minute of her day. I wish he hits the bottom so hard and then remembers me. I wish karma slaps him in his disrespectful cheek. I have never hated anyone, this is a totally new feeling for me. I have other exes and I NEVER felt any of this towards any of them, even though they also did some nasty things to me. I feel like this feeling is never gonna end. People say that I will "get over him" in time and that I will be able to be polite to him and remember the happy memories, but that bs just seems so impossible! I don't want to remember happy moments I want to remember what he did to me for the rest of my life! That little worm doesn't deserve any empathy nor forgivness. Not that he even asked for it, he never even apolagized.
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I think this is a bit of an overreaction. It may seemed like he used you, but he owes you nothing. In a relationship, you are supposed to support the other when he or she is suffering. You did that. He may have thought that he just wanted a fresh start in everything, and that meant moving on from his relationship with you. Yes, it sucks to be dumped, but you should know that you helped someone. Instead of wasting your time and energy in hating someone, why not bring positive energy in your life and just know you did good for someone else. I know in this generation is hard to give someone something without receiving anything.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE