I REALLY liked him but after a while i started to feel like he didn't care about me. I opened up to him about how I struggle with depression and get insecure and he just said "lol wow." And when he said that I ended up crying and my bestfriend was holding me because it took a lot for me to open up to him like that and he didn't even make a comment he just changed the subject.
He always said he never knew how to help and he was not good at it.
He avoided me if we were around a lot of close friends especially females.
He openly told me he flirts with other girls and can't help it.
And he bragged about how many girls at his job liked him or would fck him.
But whenever we hung out things just felt perfect, when we kissed it felt perfect, when he held me it felt perfect, everything just felt right when we were together.
But we recently broke up a month ago and I've been a wreck, even though for months I've been debating in my head about breaking up with him. And I felt so unappreciated and low, like the relationship was one sided.
But why am I still so hurt by the breakup? Crying and thinking about him all the time? He blocked me on everything and we didn't really get a closure... so I dont know what to do.