The reason I put this in this section, is because I'm hoping for better results. Since this feels like a breakup to me. I've been in love with this girl for a while, we did everything together and acted flirty and stuff, so I got attached. Now that I'm finally done with being friendzoned and basically decided to say fuck her.
Now everything she does pisses me off, if I went to my friends house (we share a group of friends) and she was there, I'd probably be pissed off and act petty tbh. Except I don't want to be known as that. She posts some things on fb that piss me off, and I really want to make a smartass remark but I don't want to look petty, but its SO hard not to. Sometimes I just wanna make a subpost about her, but still it would make me look Petty. I usually type it out and just delete it, and end up pissed off.
I honestly just want to be done with her, completely. But I just want to do these things to piss her off, or else I get pissed off. I know the best thing is to just delete her. But I want to have another girl in my life before I do that, but I am very different with girls. I never like what I can have at first (the reason I fell for this girl is because she was my ex-bestfriends ex, and she was "forbidden" and that made me intersted, and also ruined my friendship with him and his current girlfriend, I miss them a lot but they want nothing to do with me anymore).
I like what's unobtainable, and once I get it I don't know what to do with my feelings. Like, with this girl, I could have made my move while me and her were waiting for some friends. She asked to sit on my lap, to see where things would go and I completely blew it. She told me i could have done anything at that moment. But i chose to sit there awkwardly. I mean I'm still a freaking virgin.
Most Helpful Guy
Stop wasting your time with her and just forget it. Move on and block all of her posts. Find another girl.1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE