I don't like being touched, potential relationship problem?

I'm uncomfortable with being touched, especially lightly or tenderly, even by my own family or close friends, sometimes hugs are okay, but I tend to go into 'touchy overload" sometimes and freak out at the tiniest touch. Sometimes I even get nightmares about getting crawled over by spiders and being able to feel each one of their legs but can't move.

once I cried because my mom tapped me on the shoulder, I even ended a relationship with a friend of mine because he wouldn't stop touching me when I asked him.

Im worried that if I pursue a serious relationship with someone, this could be a problem. IS THIS NORMAL? WHAT DO I DO?
I don't like being touched, potential relationship problem?
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