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I would not be friends w/him especially since you have such strong feelings towards him. How are you gonna feel when you see him w/a new girl on his arm? I doubt that you will just be able to accept that. I cut all contact to my 1st love, its one of the hardest things I had to do, but I knew I could not just hang out w/him as just a friend, that would kill me and make me very miserable. My ex took me for granted and called me 2 days after grovelling, promising to change, telling me how much he loved me and how he was completely crazy about me. I knew that was all BS, if he truly cared for me that is what he would always be telling me especially because I approached him about feeling like he didn't care about me. Cut all contact and move on, this is only way you will be able to find closure.