he always talks about our future together but he has no sexual drive I've tried everything aside from couples counseling cause he used to always say if you need marriage counselor then it's already over..
I think he has some issues with depression but he won't see a doctor.
It's been going on for 9 months that he only wants me once every 2-3 weeks and even then he doesn't want me very long.
We have a holiday planned in January and a rental agreement till June but I think I want to break it off after the cruise.
Im really said cause I still feel I love him but I don't think I can continue like this. I've told him how I'm worried about it we had some good talks but nothing really comes of it.
How do I deal? How do I tell him I wanna break up when I still love him and he wants to marry me?