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That sure is a troublesome middle position. I could suggest something, highly peculiar yet effective. Considering that your friends aren't so friendly anymore and nor do you have a boyfriend you must indulge into yourself. Those things like "Hobbies" and "pass times" won't seem like small things when you push yourself to do them. whatever it may be, I'm pretty sure it could take you a little away from all of this. I know all this may seem vague, but it's actually helpful.
The Cure? that's just time. time will heal it all but you just have to wait during which you can spend time with yourself. oh and do forget your friends for a little while. let their frustration/ complains cool down a little with time.
i'm pretty sure it's going to be fine
best of luck!