I don't know how to not live without him I've been crying for hours and I need help :( he was literally the only guy I've spoken to because I never did anything behind his back to hurt him. I've never cheated on him and it makes me feel like I wasted my time,
Most Helpful Guy
Leave ASAP and you do not owe him an explanation for doing so, just go. Don't talk to him, don't call him, text him, or even send a damn smoke signal. Do whatever you can short of making yourself feel awkward to avoid the guy, and if you really want to reach out to him, call a friend who will lend an ear instead. Break it off.
He will likely do it again being that he obviously took you for granted in the first place.
You will go through this pain, you will probably feel like you are not good enough or can't do better, but a good woman that puts into and nurtures her relationships can do so much better.
It seems like you have known no-one and nothing else, take this time to take good care of you instead of someone else for a while. You might feel lonely at-first but you will eventually realize you did the right thing.
Most Helpful Girl
I can definitely relate. I was with my ex for 4 1/2 years, and I never cheated. I never had any proof, but I felt he cheated on me. It was a verbally abusive relationship. The worst part about it, we had a child together. I wanted a family, but I got tired of forcing it. When you've done all that you can and he still mistreats you, it's time to let go. No need to keep being miserable with him when you can be miserable without him. Just take it day by day. You need to take some time out for yourself. I'm sure you're a beautiful young woman, so it won't be hard for you to find someone else. I'm really sorry this happened to you because I know it's not a good feeling, but overtime it will get better! You just have to take it one day at a time!