Idk I feel as though I'm getting over her... the emotional pain is nowhere near as bad as it was. I don't hurt throughout the day, its easier to focus on important things... I'm doing good, But sometimes I just still get upset over her and it not working out. The situation is long and complicated and it didn't exactly end well either.
But still its like sometimes I don't ever want to be over it... Just a few min ago I listened to a song that totally brought me back and for the first time in a while, I cried and it hurt again... but it was different... It was like I accept it the way things are now but I just idk... I loved her. I don't know sometimes it just feels good to cry over someone you really cared for. Like I don't know if I'm over it for sure completely. I wake up a lot thinking about her and can't control it.
Idk its just like the most beautiful feelings I've ever felt, even if it hurts a lot, even if I can't have her. Like I said, I'm doing much better than I was a while ago and I'm totally fine, but I'm still just effected by her a bit. I think I always will be.
I wish she just somehow knew... I wish things could be different... Nobody can love her the way I could.
But it's OK. I'm at a point now where I'm good, but will these feelings ever totally stop? part of me doesn't want them to, but ya know. It just feels good to hurt over someone... I don't know why.
Any thoughts or advice? I really hope I can meet someone new and special that can totally captivate me like she did. But this time, I want someone who can reciprocate!
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i've the same proplem the difference here that he gave up on me & sounds like it was easy to him to forget me.
i tried to give up first but I couldn't just give up on him that easy but he did give up,that confused me more then anytime & hurt me so bad even I know it was a good decision because I really got tired of just wishing & hoping I really wanted him to insult me so I can hate him and move on so easy but he never said 1bad word to me so I don't think that pain will end I don't think that I'll get over him but I should thank him for what he did to me,he made me feel so happy but afraid I don't know why but he is gone now I don't know what is he doing right now?is he OK?alive?who knows.
i can just say that getting over someone you really loved is impossible especially when they were nice,cares about you,kind,and trustworthy.
He stole my heart and it was unexpected.
maybe when you date someone else you will forget her for a bit but you will remember her more then anytime I no how is it.
BEST OF LUCK.0