And last week I had the flu and I got totally depressed, I started to miss him, to think about him, specially because Christmas passed.
Yesterday I had (or almost) a relapse: I tried to call to his house, just to know if he and his family was fine, but just when someone answered the phone, I hanged up.
Honestly, I miss him, not because we dated, because before dating he was one of my friends before we dated. Also, the year is ending, and I feel that if I don't call him today, then there won't be another day.
It is so hard for me, because I feel that if I call him I will fall in a bad habit, an endless cycle. Why? how can I feel more calm?
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I know it's hard, just give yourself more time. It's good that you feel sad, or else it would mean you never had any happy memories. Trying to get over it is hard, but just think about was he really worth your time and thought if this is how it all ended? I think you should take a break in calling in texting this guy, because now he probably doesn't answer because you contact him a lot.