last night, again, we have been spenting prob. much too much time together. my 6 yr. old son got really whiny again... but still hung out the whole day. he had to go to NYears dinner with family (he inivted me on Tuesday, i prepared evryging and arrageneed babysitting). yesterday he said i shouldnt' go. i got really upset.
he left, i said i will drop my kids off and come over. he called and said its not working out and said all the negative stuff about me, but doenst seem like he wants to end everying. (i didn't cry or scream but it did get me to be on a more defensive side so i said things too) at the end i went over, he wouldn't let me in and told me to go home.
i am very sad