Then, I caught feelings. The last time we had sex was last Thursday. The next day I had asked him if he ever wanted to try for something more and it's been 5 days and he never responded. I tried messaging him again saying it's cool and if he wanted to see me again that weekend, again nothing. He keeps looking at my snap chat stories..
only way he isn't ignoring me. Prob messing with me and enjoying having some hot chick after him.
Its been 5 days, and one minute I am fine and all "f him" and then the next I am crying and I'm just so depressed. I don't want to move from bed. I don't want another guy to touch me. The thought of he and I together keeps haunting me. It isn't that I am hurting because of a wounded ego or that I like him that much, it's just 1) I miss his touch; I'm a loner and introvert and he awakened a desire for human contact I never thought I would want. I crave just having him there, even if it's just his body. Oh how u loved the endorphin rush when I was driving to his place at night. Just knowing I'd see him. And 2) the idea that a guy can just discard me like I am nothing and ignore me as if I don't matter at all.
Do I really mean nothing to him? Why would he start off as seeming to care, and not just message me when he wants to see me but like he wanted to get to know me, and then poof? He's taking classes now and has sports.. He's busy; but it's not an excuse to not respond.