My fiancé of 6 years broke up with me early January. Today is the day I finally move out and into my new place and it's so hard. 😞
We were so very close until about 2 years ago, I put on some weight, felt crap about myself and this impacted on my self-esteem and us.
It perpetuated a cycle of self loathing, which I know is not attractive, and I went from a confident woman to never initiating any sex life.
We ended up in having some horrible rows, I turned to drink to numb it (bad decision) and we both stopped trying. The pivotal moment came when he said he isn't 'in' love with me anymore.
He still gets upset when we talk/see each other. Says he wishes things were different. Today I saw him as I've been in the house last few weeks and he helped me take some furniture apart, he broke down massively (I've been living among the memories so far all this time, so I guess he'll have to do that when he moves back when im gone this weekend.)
My question is, could two people who were so connected and close once, ever have a chance again after some time and space? Does it / can it happen?
I've tried not contacting him but we've had so many practical things to sort out that it's proved difficult not to, I'm also very 'heart on sleeve' so when I do contact him often its ended up with me in tears.
Any help / advice would be greatly appreciated. He's my one and only 😞 Xx